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Wed, 28 Oct 2009 22:06:37 GMT

So, apparently, I am being royally fucked over by my psychiatrist. Ironically, taking 17 + Lithium which measure in at 450 mgs. each doesn`t quite kill you like it`s supposed to. I fucking hate my life. Seriously.

Sun, 16 Aug 2009 23:14:13 GMT

currently under-going routine maintainance.

Looking for the Ideal Friend.

Fri, 14 Aug 2009 02:30:34 GMT

Let`s pretend we`re friends.

In relationships in general, rules must be established in order to lead successful lives while in the company of another. My rules are fair, although they may be disputed as otherwise by some. For the record, I don`t plan on changing, so don`t bother trying to alter my personality. Why? Well, I am level-headed, hard-working, caring of those around me, completely considerate and always follow my own advice.

Now that we are clear on that simple fact alone, please carefully read my very reasonable rules as provided below. Thank you for your continued interest in my work. Your friendship is now pending.

NO manipulation! NO altering of my perception {or another`s}! NO "pretending to be the victim"! NO smoking! NO solicitation! NO sex! NO drugs! NO lying! NO cheating! NO hunting, stalking OR prEying {although prAying IS acceptable in some forms as long as it is not sexual or offensive}! NO disrupting the peace! NO ignorance! NO racism OR homophobia! NO foul language! NO cursing, NO cussing, NO excuses! NO pain! NO foul odors, tastes, interests, anything! NO chaos! NO melodrama! NO whispering NOR yelling! NO self-loathing {see: self-pity}! NO sorrow! NO "mentally ill related injuries" {see: excuses}! NO insulting! I SAID: NO STALKING! NO sexually explicit content is allowed! NO listing of sexual preferences/activities! NO organized OR unorganized religion! NO DRUGS! I SAID, NO drugs, period {& while I`m at: NO REPULSIVE PUNS.}! NO initiating of sex! {This, in particular, is NOT optional!} NO prostitution! NO witchcraft OR trickery! NO failing to be a half-decent human being! NO psuedo-art! NO filth! NO unwanted "energies" {i.e.: purposefully sending people with, oh, let`s say: a negative mind-set to me}! NO asking out on dates unless something productive {non-sex, non-drug, non-occult, non-alcohol, non-riducule and-the-like} will occur! NO duping! NO dumping! NO nonsense! NO distracting from daily activites! NO psychosis! NO FLIRTING! NO purposely ruining others` lives, including mine! NO claims of boredom! NO crude or offensive visuals/commentary/art/material/etc.! NO pornography! NO excuses for not healing properly {i.e.: this is not exactly metaphorical, folks! I`m serious.}! NO disowning! NO pity-parties {once more, see: self-loathing}! NO public humiliation! NO homicide! NO suicide! NO sexual advances are to be made under ANY circumstances unless declared otherwise! NO neo-nazism! NO dictators! NO "kinky sex" related commentary! NO worshipping! NO undermining! NO disabling of the UNBIAS truth! NO embarassment! NO starvation! NO rudeness! NO RUMORS! NO petty arguments! NO sin! NO negativity! NO harming of the body, soul, mind, heart OR harming of others` hearts, souls, minds & bodies! NO temptation! NO vulgarity! NO polygamy unless with a good, valuable, wholesome cause {see: true love}! NO anti-romancists! NO facism! NO immorality! NO bossing around! NO cruelty to animals, humans OR anything in the "other" category. NO insults directed at homosexuals, the transgender community, persons of another creed OR any other "minority group"! NO RACIAL/POLITICAL/RELIGIOUS/HOMOSEXUAL/GENDER-RELATED {male OR female} SLURS! NO inane ranting! NO mention of rape OR politics OR religion! NO war, ONLY peace! NO faking being in-love! NO obsession AND/OR "obsessive compulsive" {legitament or otherwise} behavior! NO copying! NO loitering! NO parking! NO stopping! NO lewdness! NO passing! NO, NO, NO!! NO purposeful mistakes! NO unnecessary violence! NO cheating one`s way out of a rut! NO asking of money OR sexual favors! NO spit, blood, urine OR feces, ETC. {see: no repulsive puns allowed}! NO visuals of genitala or other crude behaviors/bodily functions that could potentially harm another! NO fetishism! NO befriending for personal gain! NO bitterness! NO mockery! NO shameless self-promotion! NO popularity contests! NO beauty pagents! NO reality-TV-like scenarios/other! NO creating unrealistic, unobtainable scenarios! NO role-playing! NO greed, sloth, lust, etc.! NO perverts, fast girls, members of the melodramatic committee OR BDSM community, NO rude house-wives, nuns, cult-leaders, OR anyone who prefers disaster over food {for thought, soul, heart, body, and other simplistic metaphor you can think of} that`s honestly healthy.

TO be continued.

In the mean-time, feel free to contribute to the world by making this place better {for a change}. Aaahh. True freedom feels pretty good, doesn`t it?

Slaughtering Innocence.

f a i l u r e ./

Looking for the Ideal Friend.